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I also write musicals, learn more at Laws&Leavitt.com

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Women with Weapons Part 2. @heberhatchets Roxanne is cool and she's leaving me for somewhere with more mild temperatures 😥
Thanks to all these sexy people for making chocolate with me tonight! @justaddchocolatelehi. Now this is going to get feelings-y. You've been warned. "For me it was always going to be about love." (About Time 2013). A year ago the person I loved the most handed me divorce papers and told me if I didn't sign them I'd be served. I thought the shock and heartache would kill me. At times I wanted it to kill me. But it didn't. All the times I felt like I couldn't breathe, I was still breathing. Our bodies can be kind of dramatic sometimes. People told me it'd get better with time. I didn't believe them, if you're going through something you probably don't believe it either, but they were right. It's better now than it was then. But it's not just about waiting around for healing to come, it's about learning something from it and growing through it. Perhaps the most important thing I learned is that love never truly leaves you, it just changes. I lost, and had to grieve, the love and family I thought I'd have forever. After a breakup it's easy to say, I am broken, useless, and unlovable. It's easy to feel like you're not good enough. And the truth is I wasn't. I wasn't good enough for one person. But I am good enough for other things and for other people. I'm good enough for myself, or at least I'm working on believing that. I've also decided not being good enough is enough sometimes. Love was all around me the whole time, in some of the purest forms. I got to hold brand new babies, who may not know it yet, but we're best friends. Life kept moving on. For every bad thing that happened something beautiful would happen. Many people held me, helped me move, fed me, and responded to my excessive amount of texts. So many people helped me pick up the pieces when I was a mess. I'm still kind of a mess, probably always will be because I'm human and I'm me. But I truly believe the times when you most want to isolate yourself, the times you feel most unworthy of love, are the times when you should pull everyone closer. At least that's what I'll recommend. Also Jesus, a good therapist, a dog, sense of humor, and the occasional flipping of tables. Xoxo. And thank you. Yes, you.

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